Forming a core
I am not one who follows convention without questions. I question pretty much everything as opposed to accepting the status quo. Going into a church plant there are a lot of conventions that are accepted. I have read some of the play books and feel most of them fail to account for the least of these. I am not sure, for instance, that an 80 year old man who claims God spoke to him in a burning bush would be qualified to start a church according to the WCA play book. I know that Jesus and Paul and Peter would not pass their standards or accept their assumptions or measure of success.
When I talk to non Christians or Christians who are not hep cats to the Evangelical lingo, they always say that it is cool and then they ask me what the church will do and look like and feel like. When I speak with Evangelicals, they say it is cool, but their first question is always the same. "Have you got your core?"
Now, for those of you who do not speak Christian-ese, the core is a core group of people who you meet with before starting the church. These people are supposed to share your vision and take some role in its beginnings. Elders, deacons, worship leader, greeter, that sort of thing.
Now, this is a church that is meant for people who have given up on church or been wounded/ignored by the church. Someone needs to apologize to these people and help them through this journey of life and not only accept and embrace unconditional love and grace, but know what that means to your life. Frankly, I am great at talking to those people. I KNOW those people. I love those people.
I have been in a panic, because I am not really that good at talking to Christians who have their s### together. It is also hard for me, admittedly, to ask people to be a part of this vision. I can tell them about the vision and minister to people with ease…asking you to follow me on this quest is hard for me. I am still trying to work out why. Maybe I lack confidence, faith, or whatever.
In my Tuesday meeting with Fran we have spent the last two weeks with me trying to work this out. Today, Fran helped shape my vision and my perception on this and take the sting out of it. It seems changing perception takes me back to the core of what this vision is about.
I am looking at the people wrong and trying to fit them into categories. What needs to happen is to just invite people to meet with me over the summer. We have some bbq once every other week and start talking about what it means to be a follower of Jesus and a church and explore this together and let the "core" organically develop from there.
This church is driven by a desire for a real community that changes lives and improives lives and the core needs to reflect that. So, the convention of a core is a good one, but the execution of the core cannot be formula driven.
